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LoVeMgHn
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Name: Meghan
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Toledo
Birthday: 8/29/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: hanging out with friends, going to church, sewing, and being a camp counselor for the YMCA, sleeping in the sunshine, running a muck, meeting new people, taking pictures, screaming on the top of my lungs, long rides in the country on a sunny day, the beach at sunset, babies, painting my life on canvas, being bitter sometimes, falling in love, sending and recieving notes or package, making cookies or pancakes, thrifting, watching movies, pigging out, painting my toenails, getting a new hair cut, talking with old friends, missing my family, trying to play guitar when I only know like four cords, dancing and splashing in puddles, nice long bubble baths, taco bell runs, coffee breaks at starbucks, journaling, singing to the music in my head.
Expertise: Sewing and being a dork
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Textiles
Message: message me
AIM:  LoVeMgHn
Member Since:
5/30/2004
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| Over the past two weeks I have had way too much time to think about my life. i've decided that its ridiculous to think too far ahead. I just want to live in the moment right now and take it one day at a time. Things will change, no matter what you do, and you dont always have to like it, but eventually you do adjust. So, yes things are looking better and maybe one day I'll find that joy I had when I was younger, but for now all I can do is put one foot in front of the other and keep on moving. It's like the great words of Dori "just keep swimming, just keep swimming." sometimes thats all the advice we need. | | |
| I've learned a lot of things over the past five months and I feel like I will be continuing to learn for a long time.
One thing I just dont know yet though, is if you want something bad enough should you be willing to risk loosing everything in order to get it? How can you risk everything on something that might not last? Does anything ever last? These days it doesnt seem like it.
Have you ever wanted to do something that you know will make you happier and more fulfilled, but at the same time know that it could be scary and even hurt you in the process?
God, where are you? | | |
| It's late, or early depending on what way you look at it.
I just cant sleep, my mind is racing and i'm sad. I'm not sure when things will be totally better for me. I just cant be happy right now. I'm not depressed or anything, just sad. I guess I just dont understand why things are the way they are and right now life just doesnt seem all that its cracked up to be. So I just want to post a question for everyone.
What is the point of life and how do you get happy? | | |
| Im home, in Ohio....i'm sad, happy, excited, discouraged, scared and disappointed.
Seeing becky, rachie, aubrey and vic was really good, even though i cried a ton.
things are hard. | | |
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I just wanted to say that its my last full day in Sydney. I leave tomorrow at 3:20pm and head back home. Its a bittersweet day.
so i've kept this a secret, but i just cant anymore!! I saw Green Day live in concert at the Sydney Cricket Grounds yesterday!!!! IT was the BEST concert ever and I got to hang with my two favorite boys in Sydney. rock on! | | |
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